Greetings peeps!

Happy New Year’s Eve!! Like wow, this year has gone by REALLY fast, and it’s weird because half of it I had a wonderful time and half of it I was just like well, time can take it’s time.

I don’t know, I’m weird, that’s the explanation.

Anyway, so I’m a kind of nervous… person, when it comes to time? I don’t know. Every year when it ends I get a lot of thoughts like, was this year too short? Am I gonna miss it? Have I taken advantage of it enough? So yeah, let’s do it!

Thoughts I Get On New Year’s Eve:

oooooomg this is the last day of the year 😱
god
do I want it to be over?
how is next year gonna be? 😖
did it go by too fast?
is next year gonna be better?
WORSE?? 😬
how much have I really done this year?
have i learnt a lot?
have I done new things?
have I met anyone?
have I done any progress as a person? 😩
What did I learn?
I have no idea 😖
*thinks*
maybe if I compare it to next year?
but it’s too soon
or last year?
argh, I don’t wanna compare them 😤
should this be a like a normal day or am I supposed to do conclusions?
is there anything I have to do before it ends?
what should I do?
2019
sounds weird
so futuristic
😶😶😶
I feel like it’s still 2012 sometimes
and I don’t remember that much of it
nah, I actually do 😅
am I really going to think about past things this whole day?
I’m always doing that 🙄
argh, time is so depressing 😖
although nothing really feels different
this is just a normal day
people are so complicated really 😭
*phone rings from another room*
mum: your phone just rang, Ana
I’m coming!
*leaves the room to get the phone*

🍇🍇🍇

Those are basically my thoughts. I didn’t know how to end it so I just pretended someone called me for something.

Share your thoughts with me!

Do you get these thoughts? Do you think this is a normal day too or do you feel different? DO these thoughts make you sad or nervous? Have you learnt any lessons this year? Tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I hope you enjoyed this post as much as I enjoyed making it! I’ll see you tomorrow with my resolutions or an intro fro the year, who knows? I hope you have had a great 2018!!!!!!