Thoughts I Get On New Year’s Eve

Greetings peeps!

Happy New Year’s Eve!! Like wow, this year has gone by REALLY fast, and it’s weird because half of it I had a wonderful time and half of it I was just like well, time can take it’s time.

I don’t know, I’m weird, that’s the explanation.

Anyway, so I’m a kind of nervous… person, when it comes to time? I don’t know. Every year when it ends I get a lot of thoughts like, was this year too short? Am I gonna miss it? Have I taken advantage of it enough? So yeah, let’s do it!

Thoughts I Get On New Year’s Eve:

• oooooomg this is the last day of the year 😱
• god
• do I want it to be over?
• how is next year gonna be? 😖
• did it go by too fast?
• is next year gonna be better?
• WORSE?? 😬
• how much have I really done this year?
• have i learnt a lot?
• have I done new things?
• have I met anyone?
• have I done any progress as a person? 😩
• What did I learn?
• I have no idea 😖
• *thinks*
• maybe if I compare it to next year?
• but it’s too soon
• or last year?
• argh, I don’t wanna compare them 😤
• should this be a like a normal day or am I supposed to do conclusions?
• is there anything I have to do before it ends?
• what should I do?
• 2019
• sounds weird
• so futuristic
• 😶😶😶
• I feel like it’s still 2012 sometimes
• and I don’t remember that much of it
• nah, I actually do 😅
• am I really going to think about past things this whole day?
• I’m always doing that 🙄
• argh, time is so depressing 😖
• although nothing really feels different
• this is just a normal day
• people are so complicated really 😭
• *phone rings from another room*
• mum: your phone just rang, Ana
• I’m coming!
• *leaves the room to get the phone*

🍇🍇🍇

Those are basically my thoughts. I didn’t know how to end it so I just pretended someone called me for something.

Share your thoughts with me!

Do you get these thoughts? Do you think this is a normal day too or do you feel different? DO these thoughts make you sad or nervous? Have you learnt any lessons this year? Tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I hope you enjoyed this post as much as I enjoyed making it! I’ll see you tomorrow with my resolutions or an intro fro the year, who knows? I hope you have had a great 2018!!!!!!

Happy New Year!
Ana Regina 💜

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